I have my health, I have my sanity and I have a great group of friends and family who are supporting me. So can I ask for everyone else to pucker up. You bet your ass I can.
Maybe its time to look into moving to somewhere sunnier.
Following my lay off, I found it just as easy to lay off of Clean Eating. In my mind I had justified the loss of my job with the loss of my ability to eat the way I had been. After all I deserved to grieve a little for my old job right?
Well, in reality, I hated my old job; it stifled my creativity and I'm glad to be rid of it. I liked how my body looked and felt then and I'm determined to get that feeling back. In fact I had lost another 10lbs after this picture was taken, and though I haven't been eating the best, I'm proud to say that I've lone gained back 3lbs. But tomorrow is Monday, and for me that means a new day and time to get back "on the good foot."
I had my pity party, I've been working out my job search muscle. No reason to let the body go back to seed. So lets see how much more weight I can peel off in time to start my next great adventure.
I really do want a job though...and this smelled of pay something to us and then we give you this kit and off you go into the land of selling.
Oh, well, there goes the afternoon, but I did secure information from the rep and she did say she would see what she could find for me, and since they were so good last time, I'm hoping for more of the same. Tomorrow, will be fun with testing...yay?
The year in review:
Found guy friend, but he turned out to want to change the rules midstream into a "relationship" which I did not want. So dropped like hot potato and moved on.
Lost weight, but plateaued a bit so need to get back on the wagon before further damage is done.
Had job, but was laid off because of economic madness so am now in panic mode while searching for new job before severance package runs out.
And that's where I stand right now. This year is about doing things for me and doing them the right way. So, I'll find the job that I want, lose the weight that I want and maybe along the way, find the guy that I want. Because, while I was happy to see 2008, I was even happier to see it go.
Hello, 2009!
Blurb:
They are children of the gods. Half-immortal, yet never whole. Until they find the one they burn to possess for all eternity...
In a world that is dying, Tera Fitzpatrick leaves her sanctuary for one last mission to attempt to save the final forest on Earth. She knows it's a fool's run as she has gone up against mining magnate Darius Hadides before and lost.
Darius has his own reasons for obtaining the Torgon Forest, and allowing Tera to breach his company's security. His immortal father Hades, king of the Underworld, set events into motion that Darius has spent millennia trying to correct. Tera is the key.
Now that a prince of the Underworld is ready to claim a woman of the earth as his bondmate, the Earth's future will be decided.
Available in e-book format from Ellora's Cave.
This pregnancy has been so complicated. I've had so many problems. I been in and out of the emergency room, doctors office, countless ultrasounds and had/have to get blood work done almost daily. It's hectic keeping up with all this stuff I need to do for this pregnancy when I have a little to take care of too. I'm just so stressed out lately about a lot of things.
Little man is doing good, getting big and already starting to get into his horrible twos! He's a little stinker but I love him so much. He makes me smile and laugh all the time. I love the joys of being mommy. :)
I have a million things to get done today and so little time before tonight. Me and Joe are going out tonight well my mother babysits Caiden. (Well, he will be sleeping!).
